You know, I shouldn't be upset over something so trivial but I am. Its just who I am - to get upset about the trivial stuff. Today of all days tho, thats what really hurts the most. I probably wouldn't have done it anyway but still, it would have been nice to be asked. At least then I would think that someone actually cares out there.

Thats not entirely true, I do have people that care but this was the one person I thought would have at least sent me a message, but no, it hasn't happened. I think this has just really made my decision so much easier and I no longer need to feel guilty about anything.

The worst part of it all is not that it happened but that it happened with that other person. It really put me in my place I guess...

Thats that!